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sob sob....our mr ken going leave d....sumore 1yr....wa...lolx...
noe him since form 2....well..
he's younger bt hav mature thinking i guess...muahaha....
noe him so long d....bt duno since when feel abit not close edi....
mayb since sumthg happen in f2 n dey seldom cal me out d...T.T
haha...onli my guessin.....
well.....he's leaving d.....so hope he'll get new target der~~
haha....den cum bak can grad s pharmacist lu....
sooooo geng hor......
i still got 2yrs...haha.....
so long my ken ken~~~take k la....
dun 4got me ya...sob sob....
find find find onli got tis pic nia.....sigh....
din take pic wif him sumore....zzzzzz.....so sad.....
thinking of sending him off wan....bt i've no car wor.....sob......

haha..long time din update.....lolx...
n now gonna update abit old stuff....tat's my 1st time ever clubbing night....
well....v decide go clubbing after our exams~~hooray...lolx...
finally its over n v can enjoy!!
so tis night v depart quite late after sum makeover in my room...haha...
3girls 38 in a room...wahaha....
so v take cab der....at 1st wanna take bus wan....
den v so zzz enough n walk til d pgp bak gate der n onli say let's take cab...
n i edi swt like hell....argh....
so when v reach der....haha....it's ppl eriwher....
uh hum....haha...so v look 4ee hang, soon hui n sean at d bridge....
wow...dey look diff..haha...den v found out dey juz bought der new shirt...
which is d shirt dey're wearin....lolx...
cool....haha.....



so v went into arena which introduced by mr wei jie.....
say guys go in onli 15 i guess...
girls 4 FREE la.....since its ladies night wad...lolx....
hu noes when dey paid d n onli told us is SGD28...lolx...
dey're so bu shuang...n sumore v couldn't get any seats inside....
n guess wad.....no place 2dance oso???WAD DA~~~
eessshhhhh......v den stand aside n feel d rhytm lo....
n finally c a dance floor...haha....
appear by itself.....den v abit slow heated.....
after awhile v onli go 2d dance floor...haha....
feel so weird le...dance 4my 1st time...lolx....
d guys feel awkward too...lolx....
so eri1 shake here n der......
den v went out 2buy beer~~~haha....
n meet up wif wei jie lo....
den v sat on d bridge der.....
u noe wad...d bridge is abit high...
so v girls nid abit help 2get up...
when my turn 2get pulled...
guess wad happened?? dey pulled me half way n i bang on d walll....
zzzzzz....lolx.....so fish.....
den took sum pics~~n got heat up.....

gp pics...


outside d corridor....




sumwher outside d club...


looked abit tired...lolx....




soon hui's missing....


haha...alots of pics....welll....v dance til 3sumthg den go home d...lolx...
n my leg reali can chop off d...lolx...cuz i'm wearing heels....aiks aiks...
well...its a cool night wif wonderful ppl...hope can go again next time....wif lots of ppl~~~
nearly die tat day...cuz having meeting on 9am....zzzz....n hvn finish packing oso...lolx....

haha.....well...finally finish exams d.....so tis day v went 2tampines...
lolx...kind of far la actuali....near changi airport...haha....
so went clementi makan liao den go take mrt lo.....
1hour sumthg..lol....so by tat time my leg edi abit pain...muahaha...
long time din wear high heels d...
so...v went here n der try clothes den take pics...haha.....
girls shopping day~~~muahaha....so let's d pic do d talking...haha....













sigh..msia internet reali sux......so....limited pics nia....T.T

sigh....las post gone d....n i nid retype wad i wrote juz now....aiyo...
sigh....y nowadays so hot.....reali freaking hot....wad da....
sign of global warming la.....
imagine i nid take bath in 2hours time.....erm...not so over la...
at least i took 3times bath....arrrr.....sumore is i tahan dun go take bath 1st...lolx...
save water ma...muahaha.....actuali is i lazy la...lolx...
so i forced 2take out my 2nd fan....aiks....
hmmm....well....since tis is a short post...let attach sum pic wif it...haha....

tagssss....nice le..lolx....


can c wad's tat??my name~~~


fire a!!!!!haha....nola..pest control....>

in tze's room....


p/s : d pics abit random la..haha.....so long....gambate eri1~~~

well.....i reali duno wad's happening to u.....
i noe u told me 2wait till i come bak n u'll tel me....
bt i dun think i can wait til tat long now...
u've locked al ur blogs....
u've not replying any of my msg....
u've hav lock urself from any1 else....
no1 noe wad's happening 2u.....
how can u do tis le.....
at least tel sum1 u reali care n trust...
at least u're not alone 2solve al d troubles....
so can u tel me u're ok???
can u tel me wad're u thinking n ur feelings???
gosh....let us help u k~~~~

phew~~juz finished my webcast...so i decided to blog b4 i start mug again...
well...my mr brother is bak...haha.....n erm...i think getting better wher onli 1pg wil shift tis time....
haha.....suan liao la....ini faith....
tat day i went 2take my printer alone...
hmm....actuali wanna find a frien 2accompany wan...bt den seems i trouble dem alot d...
n finals coming..so i wanna try can i handle alone...haha....
hmm....not bad la i guess...onli when i go on bus n cant tap my ez-link card while carrying my printer...
haha...n d bus driver told me 'u can put ur stuff down 1st'....in chinese...lolx..
wa...suddenly feel so fishy....d driver is quite young la...ok look...lolx...
haha....den carry al d way from back gate to my room....reali heavy lo...
now i noe tze tze's feeling d...haha....
n afta i bak wana start my work...hands shake like hell...lol....
ini consequence of carrying heavy thg lo....

n den....u noe wad...las few weeks v played badminton right...n v 4got 2take d net down....
so it's missing....n tat net is not ours~~~die....lolx...so paise man....
sumore when our senior say its ok la...if can find den ok....if cant oso nvm...
wa.....meman soli la~~tat day mayb v busy thinking next day cheong k trip....
sumore in d end v din make it...sigh...i wan cheong k so much la wei....

hmmm...well....hav been chat wif a guy these few days....getting 2noe him more...
bt is like suddenly wil out if topic wan lo...aiks...
sumore juz now i thinking wana msg him anot...bt i din...cuz i'm scared..haha...
duno wad i'm scared of right...wakaka....faith....reali gonna depends faith....

so finally attach my camwhore pic when i'm alone at bus stop...muahaha....tat day is vr sunny day man~~
n i lov tis shirt vr much~~~3dollar..haha....cheap hor...wher 2find le...
bt these days mayb bcuz finals coming n der's no more bazaar~~T.T....
nid wait next sem d....or go bak msia n shopping~~~
bt hor....usually when parents near around right....cant reali buy thgs wan....lolx....u agree??



btw....lately noe about 阿桑's death...sigh...
life reali got alots of obstacle.....n human r reali fragile...
suddenly such a talented artist is juz passed away....
sigh.....reali appreaciate wad u al hav.....n go n look out 4ur own happieness....
time reali flies....n by d time u'll realise u hav no time 4tat.....
so treasure life ya friens....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
have been busy wif all d academic stuff.....
n now my singapore studies essay....
well...long time din write any essay....so brains is rotting of writing it...lol....
so wait 4more updates.....
1st time open so many tabs in 1window...haha......


now i cant wait 2go home d.....
i wan hang out....
i wan shopping....
i wan cheong k....
i wan go beaches....
i wan go clubbing 4d very 1st time~~~~lolx.....

well....al test is over.....
juz left assignments, lab reports, n essay....
sigh...n i juz found out a bad news...my result reali sux....sigh....
make me wonder....m i stupid???aiks.....
wad's going on man.....1st ca is like tis n 2nd oso d same...
sumore both ca is damn low grade.....aiks...
duno hw 2score in finals d.....help....
not mentioning i gonna pull my cap up tis sem....can i??
aiks...duno did i stress myself out or wad....
pimples...big wan...n i use my 1st ever facial mask....
i min d whole face wan....haha....juz peel off n apply wan...
n i found out quite handy la....especially 4lazy ppl like me....
aiks....bt i duno izit effective la...lol....
cuz pimples stil der...wakaka.....
n den i chat wif my friens...
is like duno her anymore...well....
any1 hu din talk 2u for long time sure wil b abit strange ma...
duno la....is my feeling or wad...is like she not telling me anythg anymore....
m i too sensitve?aiks....hope so....its like she prefer kip thgs 2herself...
timing wrong i guess....
btw tml i going 2brother international 2fix my printer~~~~
argh....muz fix it tis time...
bt i scare d engineer do sumthg bad 2it...
erm....cuz sumthg happen actuali..lol....
n its hard 2explain here....
aaaaa......i wan buy mask.....lolx....my face is reali ruined!!!!T.T....
any recommendations of nice mask???

sigh.....alright....i admit....i cried.....n stil crying.....
well...u al wonder y??
i waited so long 4my parents 2giv me any suggestion on d decision i going 2make...
n wad i get is.....'u edi 21 liao....adult n big enough 2make ur own decision'....
den i told my dad i juz wana dem 2giv der opinion....
so guess wad he say? he says if i make decision d wad he say oso wont change anythg.....
wad da....now wad....
b4 tis when i wanna buy my printer i said i make my decision myself....
bt cuz i make wrong decision.....n dey blame me 4not listening 2others comment....
so since then....i'm vr kful of making any decision.....
n kip knot make any......like scared any of my decision wil lead 2sumthg bad....
juz like my printer....n i ask dem.....now dey say i'm big enough.....
wad if l8r i make a wrong decision again???n u al blame n scold me again?
wad if i make a wrong decision again??? n i wil never believe in myself ever....
do u al think of tis??i edi scare of making my own decision.....
so y cant u al giv me sum support......
n stop telling me i'm big enough.....
i noe i'm 21 n tis doesn't min i'm an adult....
doesn't min i mature enough......
doesn't min i dare 2make my own decision again.....
doesn't min i dun nid u al's support....
alright.....a small printer can make a big change in my life....
so perhaps u al can make a wise decision den i do.....
den i can make any now....
cuz i cant make decision ever after.....
stil.....should i go tml???
n y cant d tears stop dropping.....

haih...suddenly feel like changing my mind of everythg.....
should i??at 1st i planing 2go penang 4d welcome tea on may....
den now i reconsidering cuz if i go mins i onli at msia for 2weeks...
n i feel guilty bout it....
den i planning wanna work during tis 3months hol....
n now i oso reconsidering again....suddenly feel like getting lazy 2get a job.....
n if i work d sports volunteer which i register 4 wil b a problem oso...
cuz d event is end of june n takes a week...n not sure whether can get off anot.....
bt if i dun go 4d sports volunteer is like missing sumthg.....
n i'm going alone oso....sigh.....
or i wait another chance 2try??sigh.....hw....i duno hw 2decide.....
like d youth olympic game??tis is a big event oso...lolx...
arrrrrrrrr.......reali hard 2find a balance in tis....help.......
hu can help me decide......aaaaaaaaaaaaa
let me rot in home better la.....=.=

wa....feels good when u found a long lost frien.....
n even feels better when both talking old days...wa.....
it has been so long din chat wif her d....
n i wonder oso i found her blog n follow her updates everytime n yet i din say hello 2her...
till ytd onli leave her a msg.....haha....
aiks...so miss d old days....v r so young n innocent....
n did so many silly thgs...lolx...not 2mention it here....
wa.....memories is a wonderful thg.......

haha....late post.....so las thurs is my birthday ma...lolx...
so....tis day i decide go 4al classes.....since 8 til 6pm....
in between got 1organic lab sumore...haha...
duno y i so good girl in tis day...lolx....
so purposely dress up....haha.....quite nice d....edi late 4clas...wakaka....
aiyo...finding clas 2match here n der....
so afta 6...went bak 2hostel...
n start slacking...haha.....plus dinner erm...hw long d...2hours??
chatting der..lolx....n my frien ask me wanna ask tat guy 4my celebration anot...
curoius about d guy?lolx...tat d guy dey al gossip me wif since d isn event....
ok...bak 2topic...so my frien wana ask him along??
den i think erm...v both not reali suk...so he wont go wan right....
n i say 'u juz cal la...he not going anyway....
bt my frien juz call him n he straight away say ok??!!!!
oops....did i do a mistake?lolx....
so when i get bak room...start watch movie til 10sumthg..haha..
my big day ma....study 4wad...lolx....
n 10.30 reach at bus stop....
aiks....quite many ppl going wor...make me oso abit paise d...lolx...
n he's der edi oso....at 1st i tot he duno he'll kena sabo ba...
hu noes my frien told me he edi tel eri1 dun sabo him in my celebration...lolx....
cute hor...lolx....he's so 'on'.....
den sure thg is...he kena sabo....wif me...lolx...
u al noe wad's sabo hor??mins erm....play?lolx....
he kip kena cal 2blow candle wif me....cut cake wif me...den take pic...
aiks...make me vr vr paise....
sumore he so lonely cuz he not eating supper n he's sick....
haha....luckily got chan how der accompany him 2'discuss' homework...
so cut down d story.....
let's watch a video n pics..lolx....
bt it dun seems like me in tat video..haha.....
aiks....video knot upload...sob.....

d chic leftover...haha.....


big eye~~~lolx...


sopos...^^


cutting cake~~


neh.....ppl cutting cake 4me...haha....


eri1~~~

Eri1 seems trying 2noe der own self....hmm...bt i think i'm dunno myself anymore...
duno wad i wan....trying 2express my feelings 2others...
like not shuang juz say out....bt i din....sigh....
so eri1 juz kip erithg 2der own n lalala.....i duno u, u duno me.....
nice contrast.....
argh...duno wad i'm talking d....

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.