sigh.....alright....i admit....i cried.....n stil crying.....
well...u al wonder y??
i waited so long 4my parents 2giv me any suggestion on d decision i going 2make...
n wad i get is.....'u edi 21 liao....adult n big enough 2make ur own decision'....
den i told my dad i juz wana dem 2giv der opinion....
so guess wad he say? he says if i make decision d wad he say oso wont change anythg.....
wad da....now wad....
b4 tis when i wanna buy my printer i said i make my decision myself....
bt cuz i make wrong decision.....n dey blame me 4not listening 2others comment....
so since then....i'm vr kful of making any decision.....
n kip knot make any......like scared any of my decision wil lead 2sumthg bad....
juz like my printer....n i ask dem.....now dey say i'm big enough.....
wad if l8r i make a wrong decision again???n u al blame n scold me again?
wad if i make a wrong decision again??? n i wil never believe in myself ever....
do u al think of tis??i edi scare of making my own decision.....
so y cant u al giv me sum support......
n stop telling me i'm big enough.....
i noe i'm 21 n tis doesn't min i'm an adult....
doesn't min i mature enough......
doesn't min i dare 2make my own decision again.....
doesn't min i dun nid u al's support....
alright.....a small printer can make a big change in my life....
so perhaps u al can make a wise decision den i do.....
den i can make any now....
cuz i cant make decision ever after.....
stil.....should i go tml???
n y cant d tears stop dropping.....
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