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haha....finish exams long ago liao...sumore now bak in msia d...stil hvn update....
lolx...when al over liao.....feel lazy 2update le...lol...
nvm...since i got nth do now...lets finish sum post...lol...
bak 2exam time.....i realise sumthg....is whether u study or not.....4nus is stil d same...haha....
ques stil duno hw do.....thinking applying concept onli....welll...easy say than do...
onli can say those thg onli appear in exams....sumore not in past yr.....which mins die...
duno hw;s my result sumore....no wonder ts warn me liao..haha....is juz i feel abit confidence of myself...
thinking i can overcome tis gua....bt it seems not....onli sem1 n i edi feel unlimited stress d....n stil got 3yrs 2go..
sob....nvm...i can wan i can wan...n u'll c l8r on i'll emo again...wakaka....
ok...talk bout our gathering...hmm....
i vr look 4ward wan le...bt den 2sumthg onli reach msia n 5sumthg going mv liao..haha..
so waiitng yin lo...long time din c her liao....wa.....prettier liao...
not tat she not pretty b4 tis.....is getting more prettier ma...haha...

so...reach mv lo...wa....christmas deco not bad..haha...
v walk around 2find sum restaurant lo....cuz d sushi fully booked tim....
so when v get bak 2d place v meet eri1...hmmm.....eri1 stil almost d same....haha....
sumore dey say my face less pimples liao wor???reali a???haah.....cuz al bcum scars d ma...lol...
den v go chilis 2eat....well....mayb sum think chilis might b abit exp...bt it's ok i think......
so 17 of us..haha....when wanna order saw xin yun le...wif her bf...wow...
din c b4...haha.....mayb i get 2excited dey al say...wakaka.....
wakaka.......cute......so here are our food~~~yummy....lol...

afta meal...sure chit chat la...den take pic...wakaka.....

sigh.....feeel helpless......
wanna talk bt seems no1 feel i'm exist.....
appear off n appear on seem same 4me......no1 say hi or wad....
no1 asking....hw's ya doing.....
so mayb i'll stay wif appear off...........
m i making stupid decision 2cum sg??
leaving me more lonely.....
empty everywhere.......my heart, my room.......................
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....................................
feeell emo....feel like wanna scold ppl....feel like wanna cry...............
even ppl read blog oso dun wana tel hu dey r....
or mayb is juz me kip reading.....der's juz nobody reading...............................................................
@!$@#%$#^#$@$#^%$#^@$%!@$..............
suddenly middle of d night wanna shout out loud 'wad da f...'
make stupid decision 2cum here n suffer....
alright...tears dropping....eesh..............
looking out of window....d rain seems wanna stick wif d cloud abit longer.....
tat's y onli thunder...........no rain................
studying tis stupic fcuking inorganic...........ok.....1st time my post hav harsh word............
feel like wanna climb n jump from d window d...........mayb nobody even notice...........
al facts........eesh........my mind bcum more blank afta tis few days of slacking n study....
erm....slack more den study...........
think bak old time......b4 coming sg....nth.....eri1 busy wif own thg............
alright.....nvm.....coming here wif parents.....dey help me clean up erithg.....ok.....settle erithg........
tat time at least feel touched....u noe when i read thru ppl's blog.........
wa.......farewelll....birthday......now i wondering......i sumore go n flip thru my calendar.....
hmmm....next yr.....21st liao.....anythg new???sigh.........................
i juz wana juz wana...........2much thg juz wanna.....suddenly dun think of saying any of it.............
wad m i toking............sigh................mayb i wanna like ws let d blog die.............
bt i;ll die 1st b4 tis blog die.................cuz i onli can communicate wif tis blog................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........frustration.........disappointment......erithg cum 2gether...................
fine............juz now skype wif parents hav 2kip my tears n feeling n erithg 2myself...........
kip take deep breath.....
........................
den c mama's smile when listening 2my story....suddenly feel touched......eritime c dey wil laugh afta listening 2my story...
i'll feel better.....at least mood bcuming better.....
tat's y i wanna go home.....slack til die in home oso worth it.........
s long better den study til duno do wad over here.............
baba mama jie jie..........................i'm coming bak in 1week time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

again tabao.....sigh....eriday tabao....i edi sien liao.....sumore so not recycle....haha.....
1day 2 polisterine box.....wa....lol....
sumore i fal in luv wif curry.....wa....nice.....lo zap i min...
haha.....i eri time wonder.....hu willing 2help me tabao le???tat would b nice....sumore noe my taste....wa...d best!!!
lol.....again slack another day....edi dun hav exam mood d actuali.....
no wonder edi 2ppl say i look so relax....haha.....
2nd dec...i looking 4ward......wa~~~~

erm.....due to muney's suggestion.....tis is my new post...haha....
ala....duno y ppl read liao dun like leave comment wan??
at least let d author noe got ppl read his/her blog wan....
sigh.....i feel tired n frustrated....
looking at notes eriday...slacking....on comp 4nth.....
waiting ppl 2msg me......bt since i appears off so there's none.....
arrrrrrrrr....................can i stand tis anymore.........
i oso duno.....juz feel helpless......
in tis middle of night....feel lonely.....n tired.....n n n....
let me slack 1more night....since i so tired n cant concentrate study oso.....
bt is like no purpose slacking....ownself slacking.....
not chatting not watching drama....sumtime is like starring d notes 4long long time...n eyes cant focus....
m i toooo exhausted???or m i going 2b blind???
bt cuz i sleep pretty much i guess....so.....ooppss.....m i?????
mayb 1day i found myself wake up wif slightly bleeding eyes....eesh.....wad m i thinking......
choi choi choi......

haha....i got a weird dream ytd~~~
y izit weird le....erm....cuz is impossible....is not tat impossible 2happen....is no logic......haha....
ok....here is my dream....
i'm in a ward i think....on d bed....den a gun is beside my bedside....
d gun looks almost like tis.....i oso wonder wher it comes form???

so....guess wad.....i shot myself on d head.....
den suddenly feel no energy n pas out....
b4 tat i stil can hear ppl running in my ward cuz d loud sound of gunshot.....
so....afta awhile....i'm awake....ahuh...not dead yet right....lol....
n my frien al gather in my room......oh ya....i stil can feel d gunshot wound on my head.....
den i stil feel no energy......n blur blur......
suddenly d staff came in n say emergency....n push my bed out 2dunno wher....
is not operation ward....is like normal room.....wif a doctor inside....
n he told me...d bullet is stil in my head......
gonna take out.....n i faint....n next day i'm in my ward....
errr....d bullet has been taken out....n dey stil duno d side effect...
n i realise i cant rmb anythg...cant memorize anythg....
is like pure ppr in d world......
den...chiu tze is d 1hu beside me al d time.....(i told her i got tis dream bt din tel her she's in it oso...haha..)
n she thinks tat i hvn recover from d side effect......i oso duno...haha...
den she brings d blur blur me bak 2d hospital n look 4d doc...
n d doc c me liao....n started anesthetize me.....which means 麻醉....by letting me smell wad yellow thg....
in a test tube sumore.....lolx....

den afta i faint....i hear my friens toking 2me....n i wake up awhile n faint bak.....
n tat's d end of my dream....weird le...haha....
so i sleep til 10 sumthg tis morning....n i feel like wanna sleep bak...cuz wan 2noe wad happen next ma...haha....bt 2latelo....wakaka.....
make me wonder alot tis dream...haha...hu noe hw 2interpret dream can tel me d meaning???haha....

sigh....suddenly my mom say not coming down 4hol..
aiks...duno hw's my feeling le...
m i disappoined?i duno....is juz sigh....
gona pack by my own lo...erithg do by my own...isn't tat is wad i doing al d while??
c faith ba...if 2forceful it juz lose d meaning...

sumore juz now a long lost frien suddenly msn me...wow....reali like lost contact liao...
seems like she changed....or izit v 2long din talk??
feels she not so friendly anymore...
when i tel her hw stressful m i....
she's not comforting me anymore...instead she's rebut about my feeling....
like i say i vr suey n wanted 2eat ice cream bt d machine spoilt....
she replies tat she more cham den me...n 'ice cream is not good 4u..'
n she says tat she hate sg....n i ask her y?
she said tat no y..juz hate....
huh....y she wil hate sg le??
bt i'm in sg now...so does it means she wont cum sg n find me?
bt y i hope she'll cum sg le??she noes sg better den me oso...
perhaps i juz finding sumthg which can connect us...
i duno...mayb is juz time 4a friendship??
she says not going bak msia not in few yrs time...hmmm....
so should i say so long my frien??
since she's not on9 so often...is like once is 3months...
well...i duno....argh....hate d feeling of duno my own feeling....=.=

finals in 2weeks time n i'm slacking here...haha....
juz a random post...got to study d...bye..

afta 1exam edi so slack....den clear sum tags lo...haha....

THE SELF
[01] Name: Peiye
[02] Nickname: small fish..
[03] Married: erm...not yet...
[04] Zodiac Sign: double fish...pisces
[05] Gender: female
[06] Age: 20
[07] High School: Catholic High School
[08] University: NUS, sg
[09] Height: lalala...
[10] Weight: duno wor...no weigh machine here oso..
[11] Do you like yourself: i suppose so...
[12] Piercings: ears only
[13] Right or left: both...
[14] Are you a freak: m i?
[15] Hair: curly..wana straighten it soon...
[16] Skin: erm....half white n black....grey i think..
[17] Allergic: none
[18] What are you doing now: clearing tags...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: trying 2study...
[20] What will you do 10 years later: unknown yet...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: in sg now...
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: my sis
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: sure la...homesick liao lo....

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: stil finding le...T.T
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: c hu wan me lo...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: dun wanna say...wakaka...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): no of coz... never... =.=
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): wad's woo???
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: aiks....tis makes me feel bad....
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: stil single now wor...
[35] You with your other half since: -
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: let me think 1st....
[37] Reasons you love your other half: -
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: -

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: erm....1st o....not frien anymore wor....
[42] Your first enemy: din rmb any...
[43] The friend you love the most: all of dem la...
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): dun rmb le...
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: all...
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: erm...is der??wakaka.....
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: fake wan...lolx....not physically la...
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: not gentleman 1... yala....bad guy...
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: erm...yea..love her so much....i'm her boy boy le.....haha...
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: yea...
[51] If your friend backstab you: edi stab til die liao...haha...
[52] If your friend betray you: erm...cry lo...
[53] If your friend woo your lover: stil duno wad's woo le...
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: depends...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: girlgirl muakz..haha...

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: i start wondering..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes i think...
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: erm...my maths prof~
[59] Always late to school/college: not reali..
[60] Your class: so big cohort wor....
[61] You love your seniors: some lo...
[62] Senior who you love the most: cute wan 4sure...
[63] Your classmates good/bad: i oso duno al clasmates..
[64] Excellent result classmate: duno yet.
[65] Laziest classmate: m i??lol...

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: all gua..haha...
[67] Stupid people: me lo...T.T
[68] Good looking people: eri1
[69] Ugly people: me lo...
[70] Funny people: errr....
[71] Cute people: not me 4sure..
[72] Bad people: alot..
[73] Honest people: not sure la...
[74] Acting people: is der any??
[75] You are what kind of people: gonna ask my friens 1st...=.=

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: i wan tall....
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both...
[81] Listener or talker: depends..
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic...
[83] Good wife or Good mother: both la...

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: b4 30..can a???
[85] Numbers of kid(s): duno le...future thg hu noes o?
[86] Career: i think like al career oso sien wan...haha...
[87] Salary: i wan high high no..
[88] Retirement age: c when dey dun wan me lo...
[89] Properties value: alot alot alot...haha...
[90] Wishes: erithg go smooth n my wishes come true..

THE TAGS
do i nid continue tagging???

haha.....went 神木与瞳 campus concert....erm...should say mini concert...haha.....
tat day went kr around 6lo.....den visit wei jie's room....reali nice....
tat's y i wanna shift 2hall le...bt it's like impossible d....
den he bring us 2d lounge....wow....super nice~~~so comfortable le.....
aiks....goodbye my hal~~....=.=

der lounge....


den v crash into der canteen....hmmm....
cuz hall got provide meal plan...so dey nid write down der name or wadeva when taking d dinner....
hmmm....v dun hav room no in kr wor...haha...can v bluff???
of cuz not...v r good girls n boys....haha....
so pay 3dollar....n der portion is like walao.....when i say i wan fish....dey r like pour until half a plate liao....
its so alot man.....like feeding pig u noe...haha.....bIGGG portion....
until boys oso say d 1st meal he eat til ful in nus....haha.......
so gua joing meh??
den d concert almost starts liao...v oso hvn go in...haha....
hmmm...not bad wor....half a hall..haha...
den v found a table wher v can sit....
cuz if i stand in middle hor....sure can c NTH~~~
haha....den v take sum pics when hvn start...




hmmm....den dey al cum out~~cuz i lazy go down n c dem...so.....juz sit der while recording...
welll....afta tat i regret...cuz 2near wif d speaker.....
wad dey sing bcum so sha~~~sob...record liao equals din record..=.=
bt den dey sing reali good....suit live vr much...haha...
den when dey throw poster right....1is like in front of me la....
den a guy so faz grab it from floor.....i hvn even get down from d table le....lol....
n sing sing....dey came down from d stage...n i cant even find dem....
edi sitting on d table liao le.....stil cant c??haha....
den afta few songs....dey went bak stg....
n jia fa d 93.3 dj....asking hu buy d album can hav der signature o....
n i think erm...do i wan??haha....no nid la...
n v quickly go bak d hall n take a closer pic....haha....n my frien suggest us 2take pic wif ddj...erm....quite cute n friendly oso...haha......
n d video in my camera 2big size...den my hp wan not clear....sigh....seniors wan nicer....haha....if wan watch den go my profile in fb la...lol....



神木与瞳 and jia fa dj....




near view d guy is not bad wad...lolx....




itu wj duno wanna find hu 2take pic 4us...until jia fa oso say i wan go home liao o~~

i duno y those ta muz so mean....
mark report must b so strict meh??is not tat those instructor going 2go thru wadever dey mark....
so wad for folo d marking scheme die die.....
reali a.....v evaluate d ta le....muz mark ppl so low grade meh....ownself can get wad o??
onli ppl's anger n unsatisfactory towards ownself...den 何必呢？
is not tat v din do our report or wad...edi put alot of effort doing d reports....
doing lab...doing analysis....sumore i read d exp til late night...
den tat day accidentally put my hand on d hotplate....
cook my finger liao....n wad i got??b-....
ok la...u folo d scheme....minus my mark cuz i do extra test..den??
eesh...reali...let ppl got sum way 2go can anot.....muz force ppl til d wall edge wan.....argh....
!@!#@!$@%#^%$$@$!@#
wad can i say???find instructor den kip ask me refer bak 2ta...walao....
find til reali tired liao.....sigh....suey la......
nid go bai bai lo~~~=.=

lala.....since now...i;'ve cry 4many times.....
reason 4crying are listed as below....haha...
1) stress
2) endless assignments n reports
3) dun udn d notes even studying it 4whole day
4) bad thg or suey thg happen al in 1shot
5) helples n frustrated

n usualy i cry alone in my room...den ytd...alex saw d after crying me.....
cuz my comp got reformat cuz of d stupid trend micro.....
den knot uninstall it den gonna uninstall...
den afta setting my nus domain....erithg got mess up.....
lectures din listen....sitting der dl skype, msn, real player....bla bla...
customizing my comp again....
den when i reach my room....ants can climb up my clothes hanger....walao.....cuz der's d food is....
n i cant reach my setting cuz is wif p/w.....walao...even me oos duno wad it is.....
i tried many times liao...den boom.....tears flowing out.....
no choice gonna find mr alex d mr good....haha.....
den he saw me wif red eyes n sobbing nose.....lolx....
sigh.....2stress la.....nus reali cant tahan..sumore now stil sem 1le....
34/50 can get b- grade le.....wher m i wor.....
3more yrs 2go~~~sob......
onnli solution is???
go home eri week....wakakak.....impossible la....waste money....sumore sit bus can sit til bud grow mucor....wakaka......
okok...time go pia again.....jiayou PEIYE!!!!!

erm....long time din write blog liao...so start wif d 1st event i hvn mention of...lolx....
MSL sports day~~~d event which v've plan 4one month ago....walao...
erm erm....actuali hor...tat day right....wanna wear contact lens wn.....bt den 1day b4 tat i 4got wad happen liao...
i stay up til late night..den morning try put in many times knot go in....n i sien liao...lolx...
ok....start wif early in d morning.....wakaka.....
v gonna walk 2d src(sports recreation centre).....haha...cuz y le??cuz tat day is sun...n d 1st bus in service is 9am..
zzzzz...n our event starts at 8.30.....although in d end ntu ppl 9.30 oso hvn reach la....lolx.....
erm.....erithg is ok at d 1st.....sun is vr bright....n v started put on put sunblock...haha.....
n take pics.....while sum boys go bring scoreboard.....table....n chairs.....wakaka.....v r weak ma....lol....

yean edi starting 2sleep....b4 d day starts...lol...


den i go setup my captain ball court lo.....c wher d captain stand den hwhwhw....
hw far dey throw d ball.....bla bla bla.....
n by tat time around 9sumthg liao.....eri1 edi alomost der....bt den ntu hvn cum yet....stil got opening le.....=.=
n hor...my 1st match is ntu ppl......n by tat time...i sudenly realise......sum1 change my timing....walao......
d mr president.....ala....din inform me sumore....luckily i c d time...y weird weird.....
den erithg delay lo....at last no opening liao....straight starts captain ball when ntu ppl reached....
n i nid giv brief....walao....i hate eri1 looking at me....sumore i not reali good at giving rules...which i not familiar about....
althou i've prepare for 1month la....bt den i nid ppl's help oso....lol....
den afta i brief dem rules....erm.....d seniors start saying....y tis y tat....wa....
i oso din reali play captain ball b4 ma....bt den i set d rules like tis ma.....mayb dey can comment la...
bt hor...i dun feel like dey'r commenting wor...i feel like dey're commanding wor....
den my head's not der....wa....sob.....n eri1 looking at me...cuz tat time edi vr late...
if stil dun start sure delay again.....den mr president kip looking at me....
sigh....no choice lo....seniors r experienced in playing captain ball ma...
i onli coordinator hu duno play captain balll.....i noe la....bt din play real matches b4 lo....
so...quickly folo seniors comment lo....n start d game.....
eh...by tat time...ntu ppl stil reach...den i change d schedual myself lo.....cuz der's no1 4me 2tel....or inform....
i bcum scoreboarder...lol.....n start smoothly.....phew....
n here cum my head of d project.....she seems angry....
ask which match is tis...n i tel her lo....i change liao...cuz ntu ppl hvn reach ma....
den she say 'y u din tel me....u nid 2tel me ok....i nid find umpire.....next can u tel me ahead???'
waliao....tat time i straight away feel so inocent....hw m i going tel u......
since d game has start i edi sitting der incharge of d scoreboard.....sumore der's edi a umpire wad....
no1 reali der tat time oso.....sigh...suan liao.....i continue my score board.....
ok....erithg start going smoother.....
n i can c grey cloud liao....eesh eesh....apala....
seems like going rain....den by afternoon...reali rain liao.....
n those participant not on court al cabut ke d covered place....left us der....den i sit der with abit rain on my head.....
few minutes l8r.....rain stops....
n v decide hav lunch oso...n while others r eating....
v've our emergency meeting....stress man tat time....
d timing is so delaying...cuz v plan finish captain ball by 12 wan....
n den v go makan lo...standing der makan......
sumore i hvn finish hor...gonna go bak continue d mathes liao.....wa.....
walk while eating le me...lolx....den i go sit bak d same spot....lolx....bt hor....actuali i wanna reapply my sunblock...
bt den izit vr weird when u c d score keeper....putting her sunblock over der???
haha....den i nid reapply....tat's y i got sunburn afta tat day.....T.T
n afta tat.....rain AGAIN......n matches stil hvn finish.....sumore tis rain vr lebat....haha.....
delay til die die....
den v introduce ntu n amcisa ppl.....tis n tat.....
rain stops liao...den go bak.....
den again luckily afta d final....rains AGAINNNNNNNNNN.............zzzzzz
reali suey......den v play ice breaking game....
tis reminds me of d 'tutttt' guy......
cuz is like pairing ma....den v al pair up wif ntu ppl....
n hor....i got paired up wif 1guy sitting far far away....
walao...den i tel d mc...ask him cum la...wher got girl go der wan....
sumore when i go der...i ask him r u bla bla bla.....i os 4got his name....hu cares la......
den he say he's not....n i suddenly rmb when he introduce himself juz now....
he is tat pair up guy by d MC......den i say dun bluff la.....
is u right....den he dun care bout me....waloa......not sporting man....
sumore left me der.....n i'm like sopo....standing der waiting him 2response n go 2d middle...
he doesn't care...n i so embarrased lo....standing der doing nth....
den i like tie my hair....kip myself like vr busy.....he stil dun care....
ceh...u so ba bai meh.....hmph....not gentleman at all...
den i sien liao....go bak 2d bakstg.....stupid ppl......
n i take pic der lo....wad da hell nearly spoilt my day.....zzzzzzzzz
here n der....bt hor.....rain stil continues......
n afta icebreaking....stil rains....
sienzzzzzzzz......no choice liao...gona cal off d sports day lo......
event which v've plan 4 1month ends juz wif captain bal....sigh.....sad la...
den v go bak pack our thgs....haha....
den go in2d rain......wa....nice.....caught in d rain is so nice~~~haha.....
eri1 wet wet lo...haha....senior c us oso sien..haha.....
den ask eh..u al got extra clothes anot???lol.....
no wor....v din think of tatb4 v go play rain wan....wakaka.....
den our sports day end juz like tat.....bt....leave pics...haha......

nana.....




big wind....alex's umbrella turn d other way....o...


ntu ppl....


haha.....fever nia.....




wooi.....y he's looking at here....


o~~marry me.....yuk yuks....

haha...tis day i'm going out wif jo 2 bugis~~
finally got relax outing afta my term exam...lol.....although term exam is pass long time ago d...>

oops.....i'm not considerate....lolx....


mini breads..so cute~


d large large kaya bread....wa.......can feel whole stomach is ful wif it....>

wif my 1st kaya bread...afta tat...i cant smile eating it d.....


bugis street....


d jo hu dun like take pics....sigh.....onli i own 'zi pai'....


me....lol....


i found micheal n victor's shop...haha.....duno izit ders.....


found indian prata in food junction......


tada.....my new bag~~~

btw.....lh.....i stil waitng u r free...haha...den can go bugis again....wakkaa.....

wa...finally over d my term test~~~
2day got another struc wrong....
inorganic wrong lewis struc....d basic chem wrong VSEPR....wad da........
eesh.....tis chem major student reali got sumthg wrong.....
d periodic so blur til i c wrong element......Se bcum Sc........eesh.....
hwhwhwhw.......reali can die.....T.T.......does tis min i should reconsider my major a???
aiks....reali silly me......y~~~sob sob......mayb i should do more practice....knot so slack d.....
bt is not tat i wanna slack wor......my mind wanna slack.....><..... cant control right....wakaka......yea....bt l8r final d.....tat more difficult..... gonna get above my aim man..... bt let me slack can waiting out hang gai d...... ytd looking at ppl blog....wa.....so diff ppl......n stil d old same me.....=".=" sad.....i wan makeover btw...if u c blog.....den i wish happie belated birthday o cum bak oso dun cal me....hmph..... k....slack....lolx.....></.....>