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haih...at 1st i wan write tis blog in chinese de.....
bt den duno y tis notebook cant type chinese....lol....
tis day is d day my sis came bak....
well...nicholas concert...haha....tat's y she came bak....
bt den she dun wan go alone....ala.....keep asking me 2go...lol...
n i so lazy til d las minute.....
she got a frien wana sel d tic....
rm 200 tic onli sel 4 rm120 le...desperately....
d seat oso vr front le....juz behind vip seat....nice right?
hmmmm...den i decided go d....wakaka.....
bt hor me n my sis seats r vr far le...sob....
so v went 2lrt station at 5......
sumore my sis she wanna reach by 6...wa....like impossible le....haha....
on d way start raining liao....bt i'm so smart le....
umbrella is in my bag liao....wakaka.....
so v able 2 reach der around 6 la thou.....
many ppl wif green-t....tat's d colour nic likes....
so u guys noe d t-shirt al about lo hor? XD
many ppl der le.....bt den me n sis went 4 our dinner 1st.....
erm.....4got mention bout 1thg......my sis din bring any money.....lol....
al expenses is subsidised by me....zzzzz......
so afta dinner v quickly went bak 2d stadium der.....
cuz MYFM's crew r der.....wakaka.....
bt hor.....v r toooo short....sigh.....cant c anythg....sob le....
tot can win any tic or wad....
den v go register 4free drinks.....
v cant bring any bottles into d stadium de le.....
so v register 2 take free bottle of water....need register huh....
den my sis see d bottle seems vr nice le.....
v went another corner n register wif another name n get another 1.....lolx...
hmmmm.....so left going in2 d stadium onli....
on d half way waiting.....suddenly heard sum1 quarrelling le....
a father scolding a girl say 'y u cheat me follow me go home now!!!!'
wow....sumore d girl point d uncle like bad guy.....
ooo.....scary.....

kk..time 2 go in....due to me n my sis is diff seats....
i enter wif another door....so afta i enter i juz wait inside 4 my sis....
oh well.....i oso duno wad she's doing outside...
until i call her 'eh wad r u doing outside?'
she onli come in n join me.....
although our seats r vr far apart....she's vvip n i'm behind vip....
v stil wil walk d same route 2 d concert....

hmmmm...sitting alone reali weird le....
sumore d ppl sitting beside me is al couple le....
d concert is very nice le......
until d end of d concert, nic ask us stand up....so v do la.....
n i cant tahan shake along d rythm....
aiyo...edi end ma....
bt hor....d ppl around me like doll like tat.....din move de le.....
so sien me moving my body so alone....
lol......
bt it's a vr vr vr NICE concert le......
tis is d 1st time i pay myself 4d concert tic.....
so here got some pic other video gonna wait 4 my sis come bak in april time....cuz she went bak on d next day 2penang....lolx......

nic....


me...^^

haha....finally tis day has came.....wow...
many ppl wishes me....thanx very much o.....including me.....
wakaka....ownself wishes ownself....wow....
hmmm....dun wanna stay at home alone on tis big day.....
bt eri1 busy din ask me out oso....lol....
so i juz think i go out celebrate alone....wakaka....
go watch movie alone.....din try b4 le.....
hmmm....when i was queuing.....many ppl is wif couple le....
mind start thinking hw many yrs later wil i b like dem?
haha.....when d counter ask hw many tics?
'1...'lolx.....
he vr faz giv me a nice seat....E15....lol...
erm....watch movie alone not tat bad ma.....
althou is abit kelian la.....bt den is new exp oso....wakaka...
seeing others hug here n der.....sigh.........
afta movie....walk around 1u 2find sumthg 2giv myself s present.....
haha.....bt den sad 2say....cant find anythg le....T.T
sobsob....bt den is ok la....i got myself n those bunches of friens hu stil rmb my birthday.....
thanx alot o.....muakx.......

STPM results finally is out....
n i consider satisfied i think....bt den din get a for my chem le....
y o...i got much confidence in it wan le...sigh....
onli b+ in my result slip....sad sad....

early in d morning edi wake up....
i'm not cant sleep well la....is i need 2 renew my passport le...
7edi waiting 2 go out....sleepy man....
den afta do those IT thg need another 2 more hours onli can take my passport...
my frien ask me y i renew by tis time a??
actuali i oso duno...haha....mummy say mayb i'm going sg lo...
MAYB onli....lolx....
den around 11 my dad wanna send me home wan de...
n my frien call 'eh when r u reaching?'
'huh..results out meh???'
'no a teacher say most is 11 den d latest is 1pm...'
den my dad heard den straight away 'dump' me 2sch d....
cuz i'm near sch area by tat time...
so here i m in sch b4 11am....
newspaper say is afta 12pm le....
bt gather wif friens n experience d feel is 'gd' oso i guess....
wakaka....n v wait wait n wait....
den yh send sms 2 d moe....u noe v can check our result thru sms n internet oso...
sms is faster den teachers le....haha....n by d time my frine receive his result thru sms d teacher had reached d sch.....

'22 ppl get 4A's n 18 ppl get 3A's'.....wow.....
teacher tel us while she heading 2d office....
scary....duno m i 1 of those ppl?
stil wait wait wait....
those reporters like our worried face n keep on taking shot on our reactions...lol...
den i d 2nd 2take my result from my form teacher...
wow....der's a list writing hu got 4A's n 3a's.....
n guess wad i saw a 3A's beside my name....
phew....at least got 3a's....
bt stil hav 2 get n result.....
so i get my result n juz stood beside teacher......
aiyo....STPM result vr confidential wan....gonna sealed 1st de....
so v those candidates gona use our shaky hands n peal off d side.....
my hand reali shaking while i'm opening it....until i accidentally peal wrong place....
although side abit spoilt bt cant care so much...haha...
tada.....1a, 2a-, n 1b+....ala.....
my chem get b+???!!!!!
y????????????????????
aih.....i tot i screwed up my maths bt stil get a-....wao....
sob sob...my chem....
aih....quickly cal parents.....hmmm....i think dey happy with it ba....
i suppose so...at least no b- or c.....
den afta tat...i dun dare ask ppl's result d....
cuz i noe hw it feels when a gd result student ask me wad's my result while i get bad result....
so i prefer duno ppl's result until dey tel me...
bt hor....dey r my frien wor....
if i duno anythg bout der result show like i not gd frien enough.....
so now i duno much bout my friens result oso.....sigh.....
sat bai.......den v wat a 4A's frien 2belanja....
wakaka.....al bunch of guys n me 1 girl onli...
bt den hu cares ma....
n when v wanna pay our bill tat time, he reali edi belanja....wow...
actuali v toking bout dinner 1st de.....
den he belanja us lunch....sumore got8 ppl der....
i think sure rm 100 over le....
bt stil thanx ya li hui....haha....
n i go bak working....lol...big day stil go working...
n my kai jie called.....wow...
tot she wont rmb de....cuz din send any greetings oso b4 i get my result....
den she say wil cal me l8r.....aiks.....got ffk again...haha...
den not many children der by tat time...
n i've finished my marking...so discus our future wif mw....wakkaa...
al so uncertain wif our future....
b4 results out i think gona c my result 1st onli decide wad 2 apply....
den now afta i got my result....i stil duno wad 2 study....
sigh.....hw hw hw....my result aboit hang actuali....aih....
bt i'll try my best 2 apply....lol..
mom say go sg better still.....
it's d best she thinks....
i try lo....lol....
if sg wan accept me....wakkaak....

soli la....2long din update anythg...
well..new yr d....yea....
wanna go jay's concert le....wa....
bt den hu noes al radio station din giv out tic...sobsob...
knot go d now al tis sold out lu.....shoould b a nice wan...
las time sum1 say wanna bring me go de...
bt den sumthg happen b4 tat....aiks....so din go le....
y y y....aiyo.....

valentine's day coming le....
wa....wanna receive present le me...lolx....
althou i'm single....hehe...btw happie birthday 2 yh in 14th la...
bt den he wont c oso..haha...

so sien whole cny stay in home onli...
hmmm...waiting ppl cal me out...
s result...i'm stay at home....lolx....
no gathering anythg....aiks...
my relationships wif ppl reali so zha meh....
aiyo....at d end play maple eriday in hse....lol...
play til i oso sien d....eri1 balik kampung...aiyo....

now stil got 1month from getting my stpm result....
aiks...now hoping fazter cum le....
wait til can grow mucor d....wakaka....
wher's eri1.....zzzzz........

whew...juz bak from pangkor le....
so tired n black n injured...lol....
whinking hw m i going 2 write tis post....
hmmm....gonna write erithg happen or wad?!
i think onli write thg tat related 2me better lo ho...
well....sumthg reali hard 2speak out since ppl wil read my blog...haha.....
tis trip reali got much sweet memories n bitter wan.....
although i've been quarel wif sum1....
i oso dunno y tat time i so mad la....
mayb bcuz i've a feeling tat i've been fooled like tat....
sumore tat time outside vr dark n i stil go out alone...
sigh....erithg happen so fast n i cant think properly oso....
juz think of myself la...so sorry.......
bt den after a while i think bak wonder y so angry...
erm....i think bcuz i care bout it....
aiks...actuali i wanna write erithg out from 1st day til las day...
s memories ma......in case i'll 4got in future...
veli 4getful nowadays d....
bt den i think should keep it in heart onli....
despite erithg throughout d trip, i stil think tis trip if fun, excited, enjoyable being among al friens..
although i'm red like prawn n got injuries eriwher..
bt stil it's a sweet memories thou...
u6b rockz!!!!
v'll sure meet up in future....
mmmm....1more thg.....any1 wanna celabrate christmas?
lol......feel free 2cal me le......if not i think i'll b alone oso......

wad da.....
2day happen sumthg reali gek hei...stupid driver attitude.....
juz bout 9sumthg.....me n my family juz bak from kepong ma....
den pass d toll der....my dad in d fast lane....
so suddenly i realise a black MYVI behind us flash us.....
i tot i ngan fa.....
so i notice behind lo....
he reli flash again.....
bt den my dad dun bother him lo.....
my dad edi drove quite fast edi lo.....
fast lane ma.....
so he cant tahan d....cut us from left hand side....
sumore wanna hon us til he cut till his car's in front of us....
it's ok la....hon onli ma....din endanger ppl's lives......
my dad hon bak him n flask bak him la....since he's so cuan.....
den guess wad.....
he purposely brake le.....
wad da.....F***.......(soli la.so rude me..lol..)
BRAKE u noe.....fast lane le.....
den my dad 4 safety flash him again....
n he brake again....
brake at least 4 3times......
argh....
din think of d car behind us is fast anot.....
wad if d car behind us unable 2brake in time.....
n v bang til dead??!!!!
y such ppl dun hav any brain a??
cannot think well de meh?
luckily d car behind us can brake in time n hon oso....
tat's he finally drive 'fast fast' d.....
stupid guy.....
hope he'lll get into any serious accident in future.......
not hope is curse.....
not tat i'm so mean......it's his karma.....
sumore 4of us in car juz in d line of live n death......
wad da helll......
till now my heart beat so fast...
reali cant 4get tat moment......
so any1 who alwaz drive alone outside....
pls becareful k?
nowadays ppl r mad 2ignore others....
selfish......
go die la tis ppl......

haha...2day our graduation day le....
no1 cry oso....even me tat scared wil cry oso din cry at las...
in d morning girl girl return my autograph le...den i mai read lo...
wow.....wad she wrote reali touching man...suddenly got d feeling d....
bt den she realise n say 'haha...got u....faster cry....'
ala....cuz v got a bet ma b4 d graduation day....den she bet i'll cry....so she gonna try her best 2make me cry la...
bt den onli my tears stil rolling iin eyes hvn drop out la...wakaka.....
den pn tan enter d clas le....so v grab d chance 2take pic wif her AGAIN....
lol....while enjoying teacher's dishes v're stil continuing wad v've not finish ytd....which is.........--------------------->take pics!!!!
wakaka...like take days oso not enough.....
so take n take n take....take a break.....
den stil take n take n take...lol.....
during recess time?stil taking even more pics....
haha....i think whole class miss d recess time....lol....
hmmm.....even when d time's up 2go 2 d hall 4grauation ceremony v stil in clas taking our pics.......
wow....den ketua pengawas gonna rush us down....
sumore say v're d las clas....haha....incredible!!!
so v went hall n sign our sch magazine....not enough...plus our 6th form bulletin....haha....passing around n round....so sweet man.....
haha...til our group singing tat time like abit wanna cry liao...
when on stage whole form 5 like stood up n 'enjoying' our singing...i think..
suddenly 1 'luv' cardboard kena pn jeya's head....wakaka....
c clearly on stage....form 5 throw d card in d air n kena her....aiks...
wow....bt den it's so touching tat i wanna cry eid...
bt den if i cry on stage wil b real malu wan la....
so ugly sumore....n gonna sing while crying meh...lol....
den 'absorb' bak d tears in eyes den act nth...wakaka.....
n tat's d end of our graduation ceremony....
n bak 2clas???
stil taking pics....
even though like non stop taking pics...
bt it's stil going on....new pose...new faces....so....
tat's time 4pics time..hope dey'll wont mind i post der face here la....wakaka....


guys......

sigh...i'm sick now....
hw cum man...after few days of shopping onli ma....


thanx 4 ah wai 4tis pic...wakaka...

ala....
i went 2many new complexes in few days man....
pavillion, the gardens, piramid 2?(i think dey cal it tis)
lol.....
so many thgs 2c n shop shop shop...
bt den din buy oso...haha....
so expensive wor.....
bt den ladies:u al got a bunch of new heaven 2go...
wakaka....nice nice...
back 2my sickness...lol...
i'm having sore throat now...
it's like small matter right...
it's not 2my mom...lol..
s u noe my exams is in a month away....
n suddenly i fal sick...lol....
she keep on trying sum medicine, n she wanna buy dunno wad 4me tml....
she told me juz now n i 4got....lol....
sigh...i wan it end i wan it end now...
n i can enjoy my life....
wow...cant imagine my life juz going 2begin...wakaka..
though i've no change on me....
haha...

2day got raptai 4our graduation day le...
oh yeah...gonna graduate d....
sumthg makes my day worse..wad da....
get me reali mad le...
cum on la...whole week edi, sumore not sure bout d song...
den nvm...bt den dun sing so loud s if u vr gd la....
if u sing ok den nvm bt not le.....
sing wrong lyrics n sing out of tune.....apala...
taking mic sumore.....
cum on la...
ppl tel u wrong juz listen la....wad like u vr geng a?
ownself wrong sumore blame others....wonder who r u.....
sumore got another 2nd time....
den wrong tempo AGAIN......
same place tat wrong again....
n bcuz of u, whole gang wil follow ur tempo....
so wad?out of tempo....
alwaz like 2take mic....wad....u tot wad....
v're represent whole form 6 u noe....
it's not tat u like 2play around in sch....
at least when up on d stage behave like a 18years old person la....
gek sei la!!!!!na....1box....

haha....now i'm alone in hse le....
daddy n mummy go 2a wedding d...dun wanna bring me oso...hmph...
den i shud b doing my homework..bt den i'm here updating my blog...wakaka...
reali sui lui bao le....lol...
haih....it's so fun studying abroad le....
cant wait 4it liao...
it's not tat i wanna abandon my parents la...
juz wanna try erithg ma...hehe....

d thg is i'm not sure i can do tat anot....
local i think can gua, need luck ma...
bt den other country reali need true 'strengh' le...
aiks....sob sob...n i'm not reali got confidence on it...
sumtimes i juz tel my self i can do it..bt den it seems not enough pursuing..
wanna msg ppl bt u cant suddenly ask ppl 'wei, i need ur support, praise me abit?!'its so sot la...haha....

ytd chat wif frien til 2sumthg...wow...its so fun...
sumore so long din c liao....haha....hmmm....
bt den i cant think of d name oso le...
wanna put ur name?ah chan?wakaka....later u get fainted...
hehe....

long time din write essay...so like erithg cramp 2gether...
aiks....so not organised.....
left hw many days a?erm....
stil got a month n few days...haha....
n i gonna graduate 1st....it's kind of diff tis yr...
cuz i'm gonna go up stage n sing wif gang le...
our graduation song....d song now u r hearing....
it wil b nice n sweet memory thou....
onli thg i dun wanna stand d most beside...can a?lol....
think i wont cry ba....any1 wanna go 4 my special graduation day?
it's on 31st of oct....it's free la i think...wakaka....
bt den pls inform me so i can find u la....=P

又换了个新的．
算算，已换了3个了勒！哈哈．．
这个呢是我姐的功劳呢！谢谢你哦．

我也很久没写东西了，尤其是用华语．哈哈．
还剩１个月，我就毕业了
还剩２个月，我就要考大试了
还剩３个月，２００７年就这样过去了
还剩４个月，我就踏进２字头了
还剩５个月．．．．．．
人生还有多少个＇还剩＇？
一路走来，人来人往．
有的仍在你身边，但却不像从前了
有的已迈向自己的梦想走去．
而我，仍在这儿挣扎，奋斗着，努力地去实现自己的梦想．
梦想？想了想．
自己似乎没有实际的梦想．
人要为了自己的梦想活下去，没了梦想人生有何意义？这是我看戏看来的．
看了看，想了想，我．．．．没有梦想．．．．
不．．．应说是还未有梦想．．．嘻．．．
我还真慢．．到了现在还没有人生目标．．．

这篇文章好哲学呢．．．哈哈．．．．