ye88 ★ 等待着.一个奇迹的出现... ★

well....2day is result day...actuali plan to woke up at 11am wan....
since results' out at 9...haha...slp til enough onli check...
tat's wad i tot...
hu noes...when reach 9am...my mom woke me up...
'eh....搓汤圆啦~~~'
haha....so here m i bring down my laptop to help her make tong yuen....
see 4diff colours of tong yuen...whoa...reali nice...haha....
n since i make tong yuen so many times d....my mom ask me take care of tong yuen..
she cook d soup...haha....
in d end...my tong yuen so nice....her soup 2hot....cuz put 2much of ginger...wahaha...
so here cum my adventure 2check my result...
whoa....knot log in...
tis is d 1st time nus change der style of checking results..
din expect soo many ppl log in through off campus line i guess.....
v gonna log into 1web page 1st....den install 1software...den i oso duno...
cuz after i tried many times of log in....
n when i finally get in...stuck in d installing software part...whoa....pek chek....
den my frien told me....her frien told NUS IT centre....d staff say NUS site is down....
wahaha.....fast n furious NUS line juz die like tat....muahaha.....
so....i ask my frien 2check 4me....sigh..
unexpected....reali....full of hope....tot i can get my 1st A on my japanese....
sigh...hu noes....hope crashed....aiks...
others still ok.....bt den.....onli left 1 d onli subject....aaaaaaaaaaaaa
another D+.....sigh....y this D+ muz haunt me wan.....
sob.....den i realise eh...almost same result s las sem.....another d+ in my result.....sigh...
reali suey....thinking izit d bell curve...bt den few can score well wor..
aiks.....wonder y others can score bt not me...aiks...
now i stuck wif dilemma....sigh.....reali fan....
den i heard d news of my frien can get 4.7.....sigh....y dey can b so smart.....
bt since i'm in NUS already....i should b not so bad ma.....aiks...
i duno....duno wad 2think....duno wad 2take....duno wad 2do.....

oh god....pls lead me...haha......
eh....i should say oh buddha....help me~~~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............less den a day my result will be out...
i gonna worried of alot of thgs man.....
phy chem...org chem.....econs...
whoa...almost al subjects...haha.....
juz hope my japanese can pull everything up~~~
pray pray~~
amitabha....
o mi to fo.....

人很奇怪。。
考试的时候，希望一切快点过去。。
考完试，又不知要做什么。。
就像我，有时想让人家多了解一点。。
但总要等人家主动问，才会讲。。
等人家问的时候，又怕被人家看穿。。
今天，我又回到中学的那个我。。
那个像被人注意的我。。
就像有时被自己的好友抛弃。。
虽然看似很小很小的事。。
但是我会想她已注重那班男生。。
当别人比我更了解她的事时，就会想我算什么。。
就像她的生日会上。。她会在每张跟他们合照上说谢谢。。
唯独我的没有。。其实很小事。。但是，或许我有时真的看朋友很重。。
就像那俄中学的她，或许是被我压得喘不过气，才跟我绝交的吧。。
那时我还为了这些有了轻生的念头。。真傻~
现在想想，我真的想要被人注意。。
总跟在大家后头，等看谁会发现我。。
但有时，大家只会叫一声走快点。。。
然后继续让我一个人想跟屁虫一样跟在后面。。
有时是自己总是静静的，不说话，谁会发现你啊。。
但我总想，若真的把你放在心上，一定会无时无刻把你黏在身边。。
或许每个人真的对朋友这个词看法不一样。。
我的想法及复杂又沉重。。
每个人都有自己的好朋友，难道每个人都一定要把我捧在手心吗。。
不可能对吧。。而且，大家也不会对自己好友一视同仁。。
一定会对一些好一点。。。想了解多一点。。。

这是的我，喝着酒。。想要痛哭一场。。
但眼泪一时一时的留下。。。

朋友们，你们对我会累吗。。。

hmmmm....juz another ordinary day without tze here....
thinking being easily neglected whn tze's not here....
nvm la....bt i sot d....go n buy bread 2eat......cuz reali sick of pgp's food d....
so around 8sumthg....ah hui cal me ask me wan go watch movie anot....1am's movie....whoa...
1st time....lol....den when i ask hw many ppl going...he say ngam ngam 8ppl including me....

well....so i went n watch this reali nice movie wif a bunch of guys....


it's called 2012....it's reali nice...wa..d effect....nice n perfect....
bt juz lack of sum touching parts....2let ppl cry...haha....
along d way to VIVO...i'm like nth to say....sigh....
cuz u noe...whole bunch of guys n i'm d onli girl....is juz feel like left out.....
den when giv out tic....duno wad d mr hang doing....giv me n tsong tic...den others ownself take...
mins???mayb dey wan me sit wif mr tsong???or no1 wan sit wif me den ask d mr good sit wif me??
sigh.....oso duno...wana ask him now bt feel like vr weird...cuz edi pass wad 4wanna noe hor.....
cuz sumtimes wil wonder wad dey al think of me.....
i'm being so unpredictable.....sumtime vr happy...den suddenly bcuz of sumthg i can quickly being quiet....
should i ask???or should i not....mayb i ask d dey'll not say d truth oso right....aiks....
duno duno duno....

den d movie end at 4am...whoa....haha....1st time watch movie til tis time....
so v take cab and reach our hostel at 5am....wahaha...
is nice hang out wif dem....not thinking about our finals...
juz whole gang of friens hang out...is nice....
i miss our katong trip edi...haha....

haha....here again....ytd juz sing k til 2 n reach hostel eid 3am...haha.....
1st time hang out n sing k til so late wif dem....hmmmm....
not bad....bt suddenly i reaslise my voice abit...erm..hw 2say...
can i say pitchy???难听？？
haha.....i'm like screaming al d way...bt nvm....tat's wad sing k is 4..nyek nyek...
onli 委屈 those guys hu sing wif me la...haha.....
so video is uploading in fb....n i dun wan upload another time over here....
so mayb i juz upload bout d pics...haha....

eri1....


我挺你~~ 谁挺我？？



i still wan more.....time : 2am

tada....here comes our long waited msd....lolx...
many stuff happens....
suddenly our dance being canceled....
conflicts....aiks....bt at last tis day has come...lolx...
1st performance...is us...lolx...
hip hop dance....from 7ppl end up 5ppl.....
sumore d day b4 suddenly got cancel by sum1....
n quarrelsss....so here v r....lolx....
after i'm in nus....i reali start getting involve in msl production...haha......

so us....yeng le..haha....


so after tat is our junior's performance...vr cool..lolx....
here dey r....mascot...


haha....kind of obscene pic...lolx....bad girls n boys....


after tat....v start wif badminton....
at 1st match...me n tze s double won....
bt den....2nd match...i'm paired up wif shuan..lolx....
n opponents kip hit right n left n front...
i cant run tat faz...so v lose...aiks....

so in d afternoon.....i bought my sis 2play d captain ball..haha....
n here cum our team shirt....
v hav train n prac 4so long.....
lolx.....juz bcuz v print our team shirt...
n v muz get into finals....

so us in orange......nice le.....


n wif lao langs...dey also print der team shirt....p/s notice tat....number 3 has been like staircase..lolx...


star frienship~~~


strategy..hwhw....


i marked a girl..reali until she cant touch d ball...haha..
i think she din get any ball whole match....
bt den d other girl marked tze till vr chui....
tze's our striker....so...aiks....
n sumore i suddenly backwards fall down...ouch...
my ass....hurts..lolx....
n lao langs cheering up beside..aiyo...

can find me??haha....


n we played til vr noisy...cuz v kip knot score n opponents is leading...
n d worst is it is knock out...
mins if u lose 1match...den mins u're out...
so eri1 vr stress.....n end up...v lose...zzzzz....
bt den v say nvm...stil got next yr's ntu msd..haha...
v'll b bak...bt still i can feel all are so disappointed tat our effort din bring any victory...
kind of sad....sigh....den v juz sit at d side...n watch lao langs play....
haha...v kip cheer aiyo...lolx...so funny.....
n my sis team kip play til d end...wa....


lol.....n after lao lang's 2nd match...dey al oso kena knock out...
sigh...duno y a....las yr v're ntu's best captain ball team n end up....aiks...
n lao langs oso vr geng wan....bt still aiks....
so v take pics...sit der....siening...sigh....


lastly...closing...n eri1 vr chui liao..haha.....


v'll b bak next yr....wait 4us...hmph....lolx...
hot shot go go go~~~

haha....tis is a 1st event organise by our prog....wher tze tze is d head...lolx...
she's vr stress b4 tis event...bt end up d event is great n d video reali funny...haha....
although i'm not in her team....bt i'm edi half in d team 2buy presents....
helping out....bla bla bla....
haha....so tis is d present v bought...vr cute le...lolx.....


d deco outside....


I'm actuali being abit emo tat night....cuz i'm like being left out...sigh....
bt more sad 2say is no1 notice..haha....
mayb it's a good thg....lolx....
so many ppl turn up....it's a successs.....
d video reali funny....chang er movie...lolx....
sumore tat night b4 i purposely go tapao shears's fried rice n went termasek hall juz bcuz of dem....
duno y tat night i so nice.....haha.....

d team.....


sumore after d event...v din join d group to walk around d campus...
instead v kind of went to mcd 2庆功。。
bt hu noes....our 24hours mcd suddenly changes its operation hours...
zzzz.....so v end up went fong sheng wif chicken wings nasi lemak...haha.....
sumore after v came bak den v hav dance prac 4msd next day...wa....
tired day.....

haha...hav been like years din update anythg...aiks...being busy of duno wad stuff...lolx...
getting involved in more ca n try 2noe more ppl....
is more busy den when i'm in chinese orchestra man....
aiks...2mid term papers juz over...aiks....is like so long...
n sigh..haha...hard....2paper in 1day reali not a good choice....aiks....
after japanese test my brain edi being empty....zzzzz....
sumore wan me think bout econs after tat...
tis increase tat increase den wad wad wad...sigh..
onli solution is tembak....haha.....hope luck is on my side...T.T
alot of event coming up....mid autumn festival n woooolympic~~~
hmmm....stil hav d event wher i sang songs...lolx....
will update after tis week i guess....
n sum shopping outings....
since next week is e-learning week....so called slack week~~~
cuz no lectures..lolx....
till den i onli update slowly ya...lolx...
so ciao...study again....>

tada.....haha....
me again...update about long time ago event....haha...
hmmm....so tis is about our life science society senior's farewell...
well....i'm not in life science....bt i'm stil a member in it..haha...
juz bcuz mostly msian in it..lol.....so call dominate by us...nyek nyek....
hmmm.....tis is d 1st time i sing in front of so many ppl....haha....
kind of paise......after so many times of practice...
get criticise tat i cant sing....bt in d end...d pa system make our prac worthless...
aiks...d pa system is so sux lo....sigh.....
nvm.....in d end v did enjoyed.....
bt i think eri1 noe i cant sing well afterall....zzzzz
sigh....yala...i'm not pro s another 2girls ma...aiks....
so tis is our pics..haha....
v like overdressed....bt v r performers...hu cares....
v plan...v decorate....v sing 4 d prog....
however.....sum or most say d prog sux....
bt s long s v enjoy....y care bout others....cheh....lolx....

haha....my deco....nice le....


me....lolx...


d emcee which sumtimes being annoying bt sumtimes cute....zzzzz...


d singers...haha....


group photo~~~

tada...our msian sports day is here again~~haha....
n i'm going b vr hectic cuz i join lots of sports...haha...
wan myself 2b vr vr vr tired.....
can 4get erithg....aiks......
so tis is d shirt v having tis year....haha.....
nice le....i'm so loving it tis shirt.....

tis is front...


tis is d back of d shirt....whoa...real nice.....


we selling tis nice shirt at sgd 10 onli le...haha....
knot buy anywher wan wor....
btw v got a theme tis time....wooolympics wher u can c is on our shirt oso.....
Those who are interested to buy the shirt or to enquire any further details...
pls send an email to wooolympic@gmail.com
dey'll get bak 2u all soon enough i guess....haha....

d details of tat day....

Any Malaysians studying in Singapore, you're most welcome to join us.
Any non-Malaysians studying in Singapore, you're most welcome to join us too.

Date : 4th October 2009
Time : 8am - 8pm
Sports : Basketball, Badminton, Volleyball, Captain ball, Big 2.
Venue : NUS Sports and Recreation Centre.

Anyone interested to join the sports... plz register at
http://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=dHpmVWJvbkp

well.....ok...i cried....suddenly d feel cum...
n listen 2emo songs....so tears juz fal....sigh....
suddenly feel like losing myself lately....
sigh.....heavy workload of japanese...
however...stil think wanna continue....interest shall not end cuz of the obstacles....
so many thgs wanna say out....bt juz dun think is d right timing....sigh....
juz another emo post....T.T

tada...haha...real long time din update anything d.....
well...las few months was busy wif UFO thg.....
den hav lots of fun.....our bonding bcum real good now..haha....
until sem start d v stil in hol mood....sigh...i dun wan study...lolx....
sumore now i'm taking jap...it's reali heavy workload....aiks aiks....
erithg gonna memorise....even same wif other core modules....sigh...
life reali not easy.....
also hor...i'm stil in science 1....which means science year 1....zzzzz...
noe y?cuz i drop 1mod las sem....so i not enough module credits 2get promoted 2bcum year 2...
sigh...no wonder i kip getting updates for chem year 1.....aiks....
i wan take 6mod tis sem oso knot get...aiks....
welll.....i got a good news...haha.....i've got a speaker~~~lolx.....
tis is hw it look like....


after i arrange bcum like tis...lolx....


n lately i got a junior reali geng in drawing...sigh....nice talent le.....
i wan oso...aiks...bt my drawing talent onli good in copying...haha....
he;s is creating...lolx....aiks aiks....
so tis is d present dey giv me le...so touching...lolx.....


nid start memorise my jap vocab d...lolx....next time more update....mayb sumtime bout my UFO thg..lolx....ciao....