ye88 ★ 等待着.一个奇迹的出现... ★

outing day..haha....
so call fly kite day...lolx...
hu noes when wanna go out....rains....aiks...
nvm...v take cab der....wif self made kite....lolx...
so here v r in marina barrage....

Feel so reckless after my mid terms.....
everyday spending time on duno wad....ppstream...
oh my...sien ness....
hmmm.....talk about my weekends.....
sat is our TalentQuest semi finals....

忽然发现，我毫无梦想，毫无目标。。
每天都过着浑水摸鱼的日子。。。
心想，我到底为什么而活。。。
我可以说是为别人而活。。
因为我都不是做着自己很想要的东西，而是在一堆选择中选了不那么难的东西。。

刚才看到了他给她的video..
一段记载着他们的故事...
心里不禁有了强烈无奈的感觉...
当年是我放开了他的手，所以我没有怨谁...
一切都是注定的吧...

hmmm....long time din write anythg...
wanna update about my cny celebration...bt seems less outing...however...those outing i went stil interesting!!!haha....
mon n tues will having midterms....n d weather is freaking hot until i kip ignore studying instead i slack....
is so hot until u can sweat straight after u bath n bak in room.....
zzzz.....reali...unbearable....

do u got a feeling when u are so near with some1 that she juz sitting beside u...
yet u can feel she is so far from u....
well....i kip having this feeling lately...
especially for those who u didn't meet for long long time.....
perhaps u'll say well....lost contact wad....

ytd went out again....
although i'm having a test on tml....
bt juz not in mood 2study...since cny is juz 3days away~~~
well....we went to marina barrage....
which is a place sg government to avoid the sea level get over into sg strait...

刚才差点就在他们面前哭了。。
本来很好，就因一句话，感到委屈，眼泪几乎就要破堤而出。。
一边吃着，到处看，强忍着，不让他们看到我的软弱。。
忍到了一个程度，几乎撑不下去了。。
全部烦恼一下子涌进脑海里。。。

我快撑不下去了。。。
个个的deadline都在这个礼拜。。而我没能完成任何一个。。。
只管一直地逃避。。。当要回来面对现实的时候，那压迫感压得我无法呼吸。。。
像这样，眼泪不知觉的留了下来。。
一个1300++的essay,

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
rough n tough week....
eesh....
1st ppl say my taste is bad....
2nd dey say i like airport.....wtf.....