ye88 ★ 等待着.一个奇迹的出现... ★

do u got a feeling when u are so near with some1 that she juz sitting beside u... yet u can feel she is so far from u.... well....i kip having this feeling lately... especially for those who u didn't meet for long long time..... perhaps u'll say well....lost contact wad.... yea...i'm not good in maintaining relationship... i'm bei dong type..... n i reali sien of asking everyone free to come out.... instead i'll just wait ppl to ask.... tat's why ppl din ask me out i guess.... cuz i'm being FORGOTTEN~~~ ya....small enough to be forgot... ya...unimportant enough to be ignored.... n ytd i being asked about what i'll end up doing after i graduate... well....i noe research....teacher... bt i noe i'm not interested in both of these..... hmmm....so wad else can i work as..... though i'm studying in NUS, yet suddenly i feel like aimless... although my whole life till now still don't have any aim...haha..... i thought of working in pharmaceutical companies last time... i guess now still the same compare with doing research.... no way i doing research....i'm not so obsess enough to do those test whole life..... perhaps chem industry..... that day my mom suddenly ask me am i doing those forensic thg like in CSI... well...i tel her i'm not so pro...lolx.... bt i guess i stil can work there as small small ppl....lolx.... aih..future stuff hu noes....lolx....