ye88 ★ 等待着.一个奇迹的出现... ★

sigh.....alright....i admit....i cried.....n stil crying..... well...u al wonder y?? i waited so long 4my parents 2giv me any suggestion on d decision i going 2make... n wad i get is.....'u edi 21 liao....adult n big enough 2make ur own decision'.... den i told my dad i juz wana dem 2giv der opinion.... so guess wad he say? he says if i make decision d wad he say oso wont change anythg..... wad da....now wad.... b4 tis when i wanna buy my printer i said i make my decision myself.... bt cuz i make wrong decision.....n dey blame me 4not listening 2others comment.... so since then....i'm vr kful of making any decision..... n kip knot make any......like scared any of my decision wil lead 2sumthg bad.... juz like my printer....n i ask dem.....now dey say i'm big enough..... wad if l8r i make a wrong decision again???n u al blame n scold me again? wad if i make a wrong decision again??? n i wil never believe in myself ever.... do u al think of tis??i edi scare of making my own decision..... so y cant u al giv me sum support...... n stop telling me i'm big enough..... i noe i'm 21 n tis doesn't min i'm an adult.... doesn't min i mature enough...... doesn't min i dare 2make my own decision again..... doesn't min i dun nid u al's support.... alright.....a small printer can make a big change in my life.... so perhaps u al can make a wise decision den i do..... den i can make any now.... cuz i cant make decision ever after..... stil.....should i go tml??? n y cant d tears stop dropping.....